I would really like it if you became something different. i wouldnt mind a few things staying the same, but here are some minor changes you can make for me:

• i want to be beautiful. and not just have someone who loves me say it. i want to hear it from everyone. because i am vain as fuck.
• i want to gets lots and lots of money. because to put it simply life, i just dont have enough and money seems to be the only thing that is worth anything.
• i want to be able to talk to anyone. about anything. and have opinions. and funny jokes. and interesting tidbits. because i am lacking in that department.
• i want to wake up everyday and be happy about it. some days i wake up happy, but i want to be happy to get out of bed every day. maybe then getting out of bed will become easier.

that’s all for now, life. if i decide more things need to be changed, i’ll let you know.

i really honestly just want to find that happy nook that everyone else seems to have and to thrive and be willing to live until tomorrow for more than an hour.

that’s not too much to ask, is it?

thanks.
sincerely,

kara