i dont want to sit here and write this paper. i want to go back to my home with my hubby and live with him and take care of him and play house. in a month this will be a reality and i just want it now. i cant focus on this paper and i dont even care that tomorrow is spree day.

i just want to fast forward a little bit. like i said to my mom last night, i’m not trying to rush my life or anything, but i just am so ready for this good life i have planned instead of a live where everyone is too busy caring about themselves to see me.

WHATEVER.

back to the paper.